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well.... having a tough time again.... *sigh~ after one problem... another came up... after the boyfriend.... i have to face with the girlfriend.... odd*... i don't do anything wrong... but... why does i have to face this prob? the guy has gone to the other school.... so why the girl appear in my school? in the same building i'm studying.... urgh! thank god the class is not beside my class.... or else i would become crazy... why do they have to make it hard on me??? u're gone.... then FINE!! i already accepted the reality that u both are an item... so... what do you want from me??? i don't think i owe anything with u....!! damn! i hate the situation.... yes! my heart's broken.. but,i'll try to mend it... i don't need anyone... please don't make my life more miserable cuz i'm already am... or else... i would gone mad.... i don't think she can handle me.... she's just so small.... not enough for me.... i just can push her and there.... i WIN! she lose! i don't know what the special thing bout her.... PRETTY?? i don't think so... TALL?? ya... dream it girl.... one thing that i know is she's kinda GEDIK! everyday i heard stories bout her... well.... the stories are interesting n make me wanna laugh just imagining the stories are.... i don't know... these days.... i always bump into her.... i don't want to meet her... i hate meeting her.... she makes me remember all the past.... enough of she stealing u from me....i just want her to go.... n GET LOST.... now.. she makes all the sweet dreams are nightmares.... and... even though u picked her.... she's still nothing to me... she is not the type to compete with me.... okay??!! understand?! she is just meaningless for me...

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i'm just depressed n need to say out everything deep inside my heart.... thatway i feel much better...