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well.... having a tough time again.... *sigh~ after one problem... another came up... after the boyfriend.... i have to face with the girlfriend.... odd*... i don't do anything wrong... but... why does i have to face this prob? the guy has gone to the other school.... so why the girl appear in my school? in the same building i'm studying.... urgh! thank god the class is not beside my class.... or else i would become crazy... why do they have to make it hard on me??? u're gone.... then FINE!! i already accepted the reality that u both are an item... so... what do you want from me??? i don't think i owe anything with u....!! damn! i hate the situation.... yes! my heart's broken.. but,i'll try to mend it... i don't need anyone... please don't make my life more miserable cuz i'm already am... or else... i would gone mad.... i don't think she can handle me.... she's just so small.... not enough for me.... i just can push her and there.... i WIN! she lose! i don't know what the special thing bout her.... PRETTY?? i don't think so... TALL?? ya... dream it girl.... one thing that i know is she's kinda GEDIK! everyday i heard stories bout her... well.... the stories are interesting n make me wanna laugh just imagining the stories are.... i don't know... these days.... i always bump into her.... i don't want to meet her... i hate meeting her.... she makes me remember all the past.... enough of she stealing u from me....i just want her to go.... n GET LOST.... now.. she makes all the sweet dreams are nightmares.... and... even though u picked her.... she's still nothing to me... she is not the type to compete with me.... okay??!! understand?! she is just meaningless for me...

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i'm just depressed n need to say out everything deep inside my heart.... thatway i feel much better...

i'm happy!!

firstly.... i'm happy cuz this week n next week xde kelas PCA!! YAHOO!! ko pon xde.... baik sungguh hati cikgu2.... nak tahu sebab ape??? sebab kitorang ade EXAM!! haha.... kalo x dijalankan seperti biasa... secondly.... sebab minggu ni upper form yang exam.... so... lower form still belajar seperti biasa.... hari isnin tu ade buat sukantara....(form2 je) n aku xpakai bju pj.... alasan aku... urm.... sakit perut... n i thought first week xpakai bju pj... silly me! tapi.... xpe... ramai agi xpakai bju pj.... disebabkan sukantara ikut rumah sukan.... aku tengok lah para2 peserta dari rumah sukan masing2 buat aktiviti yang disuruh atau lagi best dipanggil dipaksa!! haha.... aku paham hati diorang ni.... sebab aku pon macam tu gak.... haha... lepas pecut 100m..... lontar peluru... then... lompat jauh.... setiap rumah bergilir2.... rumah MARS agak cepat.... sebab buat dulu... hahah.... walaupon aku xsumbang pape.... aku sokong rumah MARS.... then.... aku tengok peserta lelaki rumah VENUS lari.... terkejut aku tengok dia lari.... kuat gile!! dia jauh ke depan.... siap tengok belakang lagi mase lari.... huh.... pastu.... mase lontar peluru lak... kawan2 aku kata... dia lontar peluru jauh gile.... padahal budak tuh kurus... bukannye besar.... peluru tuh ade lah jugak berkg2.... berat!! maybe... he has the technique.... haha... who knows.... tu je nk gitau.... hehe.... satu lagi.... bad news.... Super Junior nk datang Malaysia.... TATAPI.... aku XLEH PEGI..... sedih!!